Unconscious

Who am I?? What actually I prefer?

What is my hobby?

Brother, you have just triggered me to think about them.

When teachers ask us to fill up the personal information sheet or come out a resume,

What actually I have written for my hobb'ise' ??

Anything I do recently, that's the answer...

I really don't understand myself. I know only study to achieve what I should.

My duty is my hobby.

No more SLACKING

I have been slacking for weeks. SPM is just around the corner, yet I don't feel to start working as trials just ended.

It is almost a month... and I should feel nervous. But, instead of that, I feel lifeless...

What is the point of being a study robot. After exams, study hard, then exams again. There is no gap in between for me to rest!! For every exams I have put in my full effort. NOT only the effort in studying to get flying colour results, but also the immense effort to cope with DISTRACTIONSS when I have to focus on study.

STUDY is never a problem for me as I can close myself up for weeks in a room with books and exercises. The question is do I have the necessary to be like that?

People know what they see, they hear... But who is willing to listen vividly the hardship behind all that...

For times, I had ignored all other stuffs just to concentrate in exams, and it was 100% fully focusing. BUT, I have realised exams is not everything.

SPM is coming, I told myself, exams is not everything. But, does it sound an excuse for me to slow down my pace and explore more on other things? I can't slow down. People around me is working so hard. I feel stress. From them, from myself. intense then becomes insane.

I am going to repeat what I have done, until SPM ends.MY IDLE TIME WILL BE USED UP ALWAYS IN A TINY ROOM STUDYING....