Monday, November 30, 2009 0 comments

my dreams finally come back to me

Yay~ finally the record things over already which means im not need go to school tmr.
ohh, my dreams... finally u come back to me...

last week, everyday still went to school for practice...
NOW, HOLIDAY only means realistic to me, Yahooo!! i can sleep till sun gets my butt burns...

THis Friday going to jam, YO~ KTFB assemble again, n also our official camera man. haha...
SYok!! Syok, Syok!!
yay, bass giutar at studio there waiting for me eagerly, i can sense it...
wait for me!! i m coming,
studio-bassguitar...
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Adam Lambert 1st AlBum!!!

thx so much, jin yee... damn cool ... the album you burned for me is so so so so nice.
THx YEa xD



i appreciate it so much...
First time hearing, enjoying it, wiv my ear phone that sheong sheng gave me, waaahhh...
Syok!! feeling like inside the disco now...
i definitely like its bass... it sucks my soul out to dance... whooooo..
THx so much, high gay now...

it seems i can forget my pain for a while by listen it...
thx for the cure:P
Sunday, November 29, 2009 0 comments

I MAde It

Phew~...
So tired, exhausted, walking around puchong, from tesco there walked till ioi mall...
luckily, i got jia zhen accompanied, if not... the 2 girls(eunice and yi yun) going with us must bullied me already.
we went there actually juz survayed and looked around some stuffs for hari gerko, who knows we got nothing back, it was like an outing, shopping... lol.
so sweet, when thinking back the bucket of yogurt that we shared together...
We juz forgot one of us is having cough. jia zhen told only realised but we ignored oso.
HAHA, damn funny, the stupid topic we were talking about. "you are not stupid but idiot"... HAHA

when we were going back to school,
i told her adi, finally i told her... feel so relieve now.
but... still there, the pain.. it made me emoing the whole day.
i knew already, i knew it will be like that, i knew i dont need to think about it,
BUT... it made more pain, Haiz, whatever it is, we still are friends.

even if she wants to, it wun happen, cuz she has him already,
but any way, i still made it, i dare told her... proud of myself, my braveness..
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*SiGN*

haizzz, feel so alone, so empty...
cant sleep now... keep thinking u

Regreting,
lost the times that we can be together, now u r his...
so far so far, left for me are only the emptyness and darknesss.



:'(
Saturday, November 28, 2009 0 comments

Good Lesson

Today got hng prac, maybe becuz of holiday mood, not much seniors came...
total 10, what the! but in contrast, juniors were so many there, around 3 times of seniors, what is this mean?

"Fortunately", it was drizzling...
YAY, no need marching, who knows the sky stopped pouring out tears... :(
so what, marching lol...
kae yng suggested to have a marching competition between juniors, seniors was the commanders. we broke into groups then started to train them for dunnoe how many hours, then we competed with each others

it was sick, man...
i skipped the result part because our teacher came and i need to helpout him, not let him alone...
then whole morning, i was teaching juniors.
at first i tought it was fun, but when i finally found out, it was not fun at all.
think back jia zhen taught us, walao, it was so susah n so difficult, it was testing yr patient...

it stressed oso... i really experienced that, n it was not as syok as what i tought before..
it was a worthy lesson to me.

by thw way, i need to thank lay lian, because she didint come, oni i got chance to go through all this...
haha, lay lian, good absent today!!! xp
Monday, November 23, 2009 0 comments

23-NOV-2009

i went to school again.
cant avoide this kind of busy life adi...
cause it suits me already.
haha, a little different today, compared with last week in school.
i managed to sleep in school for 2 hours before practise start, haha, so nice.
but at last, over time adi, supposed to go in choir at 9am
but i went in at 9.18am... apologized lol... wat to do.
really cant tahan ma, miss my dream so much.

then, sing sing sing... getting better than last few prac lolzz.
at around 11.15, gastric pain... tahan tahan,,,,!!! (i know i can do it)

Finally, i had my lunch at 12.10pm.

then continue sing again.. at around 2, music master said okay.
WAH, surprise, cuz haven rest so long before.
all, ppl started to high gay(三八)... Muaaahhhhaaaahhhzzz.
SO so so fun... finally prac over.
wait sis, then went to shopping center, the mines by ktm.
planned to buy a new bag for my brother, unfortunately, we buy nothing...
but 2 stick of ice-cream, ZHA DAO...

reached home, bath, nap then dinner.
tv...
then comp...

then times of a day flew away like dat... haha, this is called LIFE.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 0 comments

cant control myself

every single day, i think about u
am i crazy? i also dunnoe... but why?
the world seems to be turn around at about 360 degrees. i miss yr sound, i miss yr figure, miss yr stlye, even the smell on you.
i cant sleep... every night my pillow must soak with my tears, i cant sleep.
i think i was changed, but i dont know how i changed.
my heart is on its track keep rolling to you.
Finally, you ignore me.

everything also comes out wrong, i cant take it.
but, i m still in my duty pose, i cant move, cuz it was already fixed.
fixed to think you all day, non-stopped.
many words, much feel i have hid secretly inside my soul, waiting u to come back for me, only when the time for them to let out.
i know it wont happen...

i m juz fooling wiv myself. i knew. but i cant do anything... can i?
NO!! i was cursed.
BY YOU...

i really dun know how life will go on. dunnoe what will happen between us.
i trying hard now, also slowly, gently dying for you.
Pain here like slicing my body off, dismemberred myself, bleeding wiv white blood that flowing towards your side.

Sorry, babe, i cant control myself.
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AM I WRONG??

i was juz voice out what i tought...
算了,世界就是如此不公平。说多错多,说少错少,不说就不用烦。
okay, fine, i shut up.

you think u very geng very pro?! u are juz a shit!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009 0 comments

A Bad DAy:(

choir prac today was like SHIT!!!
i really dont know what is my problem that time.
what had totally bring away the music from me, wrong notes, what the...
HOw come, i though i was right??!!
Haiz, made music master angry, really bad day...
Thursday, November 19, 2009 0 comments

MUSIC!



Bright-Music!!
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MIND IS BLANK

i really dun understand u.
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内疚-罪过

恶念无声无息地潜入我的思想里。。
不知为何我弱小的心灵却成功地让他霸占了,屈服了, 只听到微弱的哀求声、苦苦地呜咽。
邪恶的力量真大,我真的无法摆脱,无法逃出。
就这瞬间,真真的我断气了。
在悬崖之际我选择往下坠,跌入无尽头的底

也好,我自安慰着,没尽的底,我亦不用在一秒里被那甚强的压力给打在地上,
亦不用血肉混飞,惨不忍睹,不成人形。。。






我错了。。。
我辜负了你。

给了你走向黑暗的错误讯息,给了你走向我魔鬼的身旁。
请你远离我!!我这不安全因为我正离死亡不远。。。

对不起,我必须丢下你,请你原凉我无告知的离去。
小孩,别担心,我的一切还留在你身旁,
就因为我在被附身之前把我原来纯洁的心,挖出来交给了你。
就在你深爱的玩具盒里,与你一起成长、度过。
请好好培养他,让他造出新的一个我吧。。。

若我的翅膀成熟了,我们往日有缘再遇。。
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 0 comments

SAd News :'(

HAiz... it was too late when i found out de job vacancy for part time has been fulfilled.
IT WAS Too LAte!!! *sobs*
Planning to buy a bass guitar during the year end..
now, my dream is broken, my heart broken into pieces oso...


getting further n further from me...
at last out from my reach adi...

Sobs :'(
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KTFB RocKs!!!

Kyle,thomas,frankie(me),n brian also known as Kiss The Floor Babe.
Haha, so unexpected we can assemble together to form a great band..
Yes!! Holiday is coming.. Going to jam Holiday by Green Day..
haha, bass solo!! i like it.

K.F.T.B Roxxxxx!!!!


K.T.F.B in blurring.. haha


Yo~~~


No SmiLE??!!


LOVE MY BAnD... It AweSome!! Ktfb.
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I love ChoiR!!!

Feeling pass times in choir getting more n more fun...
HAHA, thx all frens in choir espeacially form2 de... like u all so much..
u all have lighted up the atmosphere in chior wiv full of crazyness, humour, joyful..
i m feeling like to emphasize the two girls whom the more sam pat(haha, no offence)
YI YUN n Eunice...
haiyo, they rili like to fooling around leh, keep bullying me.
with the camera on their hands u better run away from her, trust me, if not this wat u would be looking 4>>



"tHE UglYness oF U"

btw, Really Very VEry Very............. Happy wiv u all xD
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Sienzzz

WAh, wat a terrible life i m having now...
TODay, when i wake up, headache!!
in my expectation cuz i slept at 2 last night...
really cant control to keep facebooking. Oh, ggosh, how can i becoming more addicted to it.. NO NO!! But i cant...
Dun bother it la...
then the whole afternoon was facebooking oso till, at last, my cousin came, then i stopped...
i prac my guitar( not to show off) juz so coincident she wanted to use my comp.
then i took a nap...
see! the whole afternoon gone.
WAt a life when Holiday Start...
 
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