法兰基的心里时空是 ∞

三小!!

2011-12-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

几天前,朋友捎来一通电话,说要举办好友聚会,约好到一间自助式日本餐厅,一团享受共聚时光.

那时只说了三个人,都是有话好谈的好友...

想想没那么隆重,就选择穿上不怎么整齐的衣装,不过也没很邋遢那种...

傍晚6点30分了, 寻寻觅觅找到那间餐厅.

只见两个熟悉的背影站立在我身前.

哇!! 我不禁地喊了出来... 完全无法预料他也回来. 他妈的臭鸡蛋!!

不是说好三个人吗,怎么就我那么在乎的他也会出现在那儿...

真的很尴尬耶~

应该告诉我,好让我有个心理准备.

说到底是好友聚会,可是我与他并非就能是好友那么单纯, 连朋友都不算吧... 只能说是羁绊.

毕竟,我不知我在他心中的位置.. 他也从来不表示明白.

总之,一切太模糊,也因此变得很复杂~~~

整个环节,我就如被镇压着,太僵硬,尴尬,完全不知要以何种表情,心态,来与他沟通.

当大家说到欢天喜地的时候,我也只能傻傻呆着.

情不自禁,不想与大家同步...

就是不情愿.

就知道会这样子. 他妈的臭鸡蛋, 好歹也通知我一下,让我有所准备准备, 或许今天就是我与他更好的另一个开始. 唉... 还是别了,另一个开始又能怎样,我也只能暗自压住心头上的不舒服,吃醋滋味罢了...

不知道他要怎样,我只能走一步看一步... 我只知道,他不可以把发生过的当作大便通通排出体外,一同让它分解掉.

我有感情,倘若真得要那样,泪又要落下了....

是改变?是失去?

2011-12-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

是改变?是失去?

有失去才会有改变,

选择要改变就让它失去了.

失去了他,我选择改变,

被逼要改变我就失去了他,

它们是息息相关的.

纯真三个月后

2011-12-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

那个炽热的下午,

热气把大地间万物升华,

地面上热腾腾的空气使原有一定重量的气体变得更为稀薄

你我之间的距离亦随之拉得更近... 更近...

我们一度同步并存的平行时空旅途由此悄悄地展开了....

三个月纯真

寂寞,让人觉得无助,感伤,悲凄... 这感觉对我这犹如考试机械的读书生已是家常便饭,麻木了. 然而, 谁能抵挡得过自己的感情呢?

寂寞就像把利刀,穿心裂肺,若不把它拔出,日子久了,他就会与心脏连接,滋生疾病,也就是自闭症了.

因此,在一个无法预料,无法控制的巧合下,不知不觉中,我选择了他,成为我拔出心口上这把刀的主人.

经历了三个月,也尽力了三个月... 其中发生种种的无奈,哀伤,兴奋,期盼,诡异的暧昧情操,导致我无法一一用言语述说明了...

发生了的事,折腾我数个月的事物,更让我无从释怀.虽说过要忘记,但真能把它全部塞进我的短暂记忆相簿里,那该多好...

唉... 我猜那还是个未知的结果.

因为

今天,我又遇见他了. 将来,我还会....

Unconscious

2011-10-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

Who am I?? What actually I prefer?

What is my hobby?

Brother, you have just triggered me to think about them.

When teachers ask us to fill up the personal information sheet or come out a resume,

What actually I have written for my hobb'ise' ??

Anything I do recently, that's the answer...

I really don't understand myself. I know only study to achieve what I should.

My duty is my hobby.

No more SLACKING

2011-10-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

I have been slacking for weeks. SPM is just around the corner, yet I don't feel to start working as trials just ended.

It is almost a month... and I should feel nervous. But, instead of that, I feel lifeless...

What is the point of being a study robot. After exams, study hard, then exams again. There is no gap in between for me to rest!! For every exams I have put in my full effort. NOT only the effort in studying to get flying colour results, but also the immense effort to cope with DISTRACTIONSS when I have to focus on study.

STUDY is never a problem for me as I can close myself up for weeks in a room with books and exercises. The question is do I have the necessary to be like that?

People know what they see, they hear... But who is willing to listen vividly the hardship behind all that...

For times, I had ignored all other stuffs just to concentrate in exams, and it was 100% fully focusing. BUT, I have realised exams is not everything.

SPM is coming, I told myself, exams is not everything. But, does it sound an excuse for me to slow down my pace and explore more on other things? I can't slow down. People around me is working so hard. I feel stress. From them, from myself. intense then becomes insane.

I am going to repeat what I have done, until SPM ends.MY IDLE TIME WILL BE USED UP ALWAYS IN A TINY ROOM STUDYING....

Hardship When Stuck In the middle

2011-01-21T22:40:00.001+08:00

Which one should I choose?? I have no ideA...

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2010-10-16T15:35:00.003+08:00

still Got 8 days to update!!! Upload images need a lot time. Spend hours to finish 1 day. LOL!!

THink will only update after exam!!

DAY 2

2010-10-16T14:25:00.016+08:00

The whole dawn inside plane was torturing for me. want sleep cant sleep. At least got entertainment for us. Radio, movie, games... ...

Around 6 hours more of flying. Finally, we arrived Japan!! Narita Airport!!

Whoe. First time stepped on the land of Japan! The feeling like in clouds nine, higher than flying plane just now. LOL. Saw the notice boards all in Japanese language, I still could not imagine I was in Japan!

Ermm... Honestly, I think KLIA is more elegant than Narita airport. However, the truth that i was in Japan was what all about. When I went in the toilet, I realised that I had lost my cap inside the plane. Fortunately, I rushed back and retreated it back. huuuu... a good or bad starting?? I don't know.

When we came out, the organizers leaded us to a guest room inside the airport. We met with other participants from other country also. Vietnam, the earliest, then us, then Sri Lanka, finally, Thailand.. We departed from airport to TOKYO!!!!! Ahrrggg, I like tokyo so much.

Along the journey, instead of sleeping I were resting. The highway, road side, the environment, houses, cars, traffic boards.... everything. I cant missed them. However I were lethargic @.@

I took pictures. Things liked waving as they welcomed us. Epic!!!

Outside the airport

On the way to National Olympics Memorial Youth Center:

"Waving"

We arrived at Olympic centre. Check-in. Each person get one small room for themselves.

After settled everything. We went to cafeteria in the centre to have our lunch. Ra-men, slurps~

At 1 o'clock sharp, It was the opening ceremony. It was great to met again with our japanese friends again!! Each team will introduce school and country. It was a mess. The power point, I forgot to delete the effects, causing some problem there.

Except that, everything was just fine.

After some speech from the organizers and directors, it was break session. We served by cake drinks of course, "Kirin" キリン is a kind of drinks taste like virtagen milk favour. I like it.

Then was the Topic Reviews session. Work time. LOL. Boring... Ok, skip.

Break again. Now, we were allowed to go back to our room. I changed from school uniform to casual wearing.

Then, we attended a welcome party!! Cool... buffet was prepared. Awesome. Various type of Japanese food. There were also game session going on during the party!! Cool!!! I won the sushi erasers. HAha, with the help from Japanese friends, Miharu, Mei... ... Teacher also... LOL.

COOL!!

YUmmy~ ~ :

Note the person with a camera (right side)

He is Pro!! Keep snapping photo during the whole programme. Awesome!!

Friendly and good-hearted also.

The bottle of drink is kirin lol.. White in colour, taste good!!

Group photo session!!

Party ended at 7.00 pm

We were forced to go back our room. And all the japanese students went back to their school. Miss ya..

That night, we bath changed and walked around the centre. It was huge..

We bought ice-cream, water and souvenirs from the convenient store. The ice-cream tastes different. LOL... haha.

when we went back to room. We met the organizers. Talked with them.

Then, around 10 something I slept.

Olympic centre at night :

Ps: the bath room is... don't know how to describe... Japanese style>>

Take a look. LOL

Hakuho Scheme for a Global Children’s Japanese Language Network (3rd Japan Experience Program for Overseas Children) DAY 1

2010-10-16T12:59:00.005+08:00

The first day was easy and light (except the 荷物）

We gathered at KLIA around 8:30 night. The JL (Japan Airlines) plane departed at 11:30.

3 hours before departure time, we can check-in already.

That first day, I was very excited!! And nervous. Think it should be a programme so wun be having lots of fun if working are the main objective for this trip. Haha, all things happened next were unexpected. I realized my paranoid disease attacked me again for that moment.

We took few pictures, with all parents, partner friends and of course the one who selected us, Pn Ng.

4 of us, participants!! LOL, I am the oldest in 5 of them (ignore teacher) HAHA

Someone stalked me and yi zhung while we were discussing something ==

All together, we smile!!

Then, we check-in, walked into plane!!

After seated. The aeroplane fled at 11.30 pm precisely.

LOL, amazed by their service. Yea, Japan is famous because they dont like to procrastinate their work and time.

In aeroplane, I said: Bye bye Malaysia.. Haha, fled without regret.

Japan!!

2010-10-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

I went to Japan, I was the student participant in the Hakuho Scheme for a Global Children’s Japanese Language Network (3rd Japan Experience Program for Overseas Children). It was unexpected, It happened to me just like once a blue moon.

However, weeks before the exam or you could say it was the weeks after 2nd term exam, preparation for this programme was what all I was busying at... Truly, many stuff I had been neglected that time, and the excuses I gave are (you knew it)...

Dont know why, Malaysia was not the only country that took part in this programme but I just felt that we are the pilot or main or more focusing country in this programme. Maybe I did those annoying paper works and the instinct just caught to that point of view. Who knows?

Ahh, maybe our team partner came here. Haha, I should called them good friends. The homestay of Tsubasa Baba in my house was Awesome, I can still remember that!! Because it is just memorable. xP

After when they went back to Japan, things not ended that easily... we still contact with each other via internet. Mainly about the programme contents.

Weeks after weeks, that's all, preparations that I could do I did it within my energy limit. BUT!!!

Tell you, the process took me slowly to the evil. So frustrated and unfair.. Because this programme not me only who was the one participated, another 3 students from CHS as well. Therefore, cooperation is always vital and essential but, because of that, I suffered.

I think i gonna seal it, because it is not good and prohibited to teas someone bad, in contrast, praise you yourself is the only one best. God may not allow that...

Talking about preparations. OMG!! things predicted could be done by the week we went there, out of the blue again, teacher advisor, Pn Ng Kar Pek, gave us favour on the cultural performance. That was shit!! the news when I received was just 2 days before we departed. LOL, cultural =.= 2 days =.= What can we do? we sang!! and yi zhing played piano although we planned to play guitar for the performance, but the occasion or the organization didnt provided guitars. Teacher dont allow us to bring our own guitars also, reason was dangerous.

Whatever, things for that were over now, thinking and visualising back that moment. Haha, funny.

The introduction for school and Malaysia were also made us headache, wasted ample of time there. Originally, we could finish them fast, but you know la, conflict happened once again. ok, seal it.

Finally, it was Saturday (11/9). Tell you, the preparation needed to be done in the last minutes not yet finished when we reached Japan.

LATE UPDATE

2010-10-16T11:58:00.002+08:00

Almost 2 months, I have not been updated my blog..

This 2 months seem like a long period lesson for me. Yea, I learn a lot, the things you cant learn during the school lessons.

I gained many experience, many joys, and more which I'm not be able to say.

They are changing my mind set now...

...

HnG? Hate and Get off???

2010-08-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

Sign.

I was being neglected...

I join HnG since form one... Still remember the first year. So good and so fun.

I can say Hur Beng year was the most epic year for me... I had so much fun throughout that whole year in HnG...

Till now, everything seems to be different, changing little by little... till I think: am I so bad?

Agm... For me it is just like a nightmare... The top 4s were told for their respective pose are permanent before agm... What the hell is that? no democratic?? How come during agm still got vote? thought Kae Yng said dont have... A MESS.

Seriously, I was already very fed up with all that already...

The outcome for president is HW... :o

I dont like his attitude, in some sort of way that he was very hard to his own thoughts. He is just --------- (stop talking about him)--------------

Why I prefer FH because he changed already. I know. Last years, he was still those people who kept want win although he knew he wrong. Last time, he was just.... CRAP!! No use saying last time.... But what now, he is willing to accept what people tell him. He is more formal and reasonable in his way of doing job. I am saying the truth.

Although he cant reach to the president pose, but the vice president must be him. No doubt.

Haizzz...All that are just only about the system problem.

Come back to me.

I really dont know what I should say... The feeling is shit!!

All friends join HnG same time with me, all hook up with pose, but I am the only one who being left out!!

Thought this year add in a new pose, auditor, so I might still got hope, who knows... it just fly away like that... such a shame for me... only me. Who can feel what I am feeling now?

Haizzzz....

insomniac.

I am too confuse with too many things that happen recently...

Everything end up like this... Whose fault? mine?? or them?

Think there wouldnt be any specific answer for me...

Haizz... What can I do except sad?

Pass everyday hopefully?

I hope I can do that. but for now, dont think so......

Let's keep them seal and continue ACTING IN LIFE.

Recently...

2010-08-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

This world is too unfair.

A lot things happened.

The matter that I feel the most depress is about the AGM thingy...

Let's see the choir club...

I join choir since form 3. Remember that time, Hui Xin and Jia Zhen also take in choir same time as me. We all involved in the state competition. We practised and practised and finally got second runner up. It was fun and indeed, I experienced a lot of new things...

Still remember I was suck in singing during that time... However, choir can change a person from nobody to somebody.

Haha, it was a disguise to think about it, I used to kept teasing by my friends, especially Fook Hong. He used to tease me, about many things that I cant really remember now... Therefore, I was always low self-esteem when knowing many of friends were so expert in singing... lol.

Thinking back that time, I was just a loser, a traditional student who know only about study.

After playing a simple role in choir, I know how to sing well, enhance my music sense. Think everything was good so far. However, till now, only I know...

The truth of me in other seniors eyes...

Unfortunately, I got nothing in my year of AGM. I was not calling for interview. I was wondering that time, however I just kept quiet because they said there would be another round of intake. Who knows, here came the AGM so fast. lOl..........

Then, through some ways I know the reasons why they judged me like that...

Here are the idiotic reasons.

They said I was not outstanding enough

They said I was busy in HnG.

They said they didn't see my effort in choir

They said choir should have a certain quota for selective candidates.

The reasons are not reasonable. sobs... because of that then kick me away.

Firstly, I am not as talented as Jia Zhen which got fully enveloped music background. How outstanding should I be?? I did my best what they ordered... I have no idea what they want actually... ==

Secondly, I was busy in HnG?? Doesnt it an excuse. Hui Xin even busier than me. She busy in prefect, ed-board and her outside project. What about me, just because HnG?? What is that man!!

Then, the most angry is that they said I didnt effort for choir... I can say, they are utterly blind and stupid. Honestly, who cares how much I put in for CHS idol. Indeed only myself. The list mentioned I was the Head of Discipline. Actually I can be anything as well. Since Hui Xin and Daniel were confronting some communication problem, I was the HR already. She fed up, then I helped her. I went to find judgers together with them. I helped to coordinate the juniors as well. I gave suggestion to Hui Xin, I reminded her as well. Then, of course the discipline also... During the big day "Finale" I was at the back stage, arranged CDs for participants... Ahh... the CDs, I am the one who collect from them as well. Booking for room and hall, I went together with Hui Xin also.... What I did are not effort then they called?? :/

Finally come to the last part.... The quota is totally a shit... Said what let juniors have more chances to involved, didnt they think the consequences?? Why dont they fill in all form 4s first? form 4 is the last year. Why they want waste the chance for form 4s, they should know juniors still got chances but not for form 4s like us... ... do the quota really help??

Haizzz....

Can see that I am the victim... I did not do any harm to choir, not a single!! I did not harm any seniors... why they want to neglect me??

NO IDEA... in forlorn, depress...

That are not all... Still got HnG... Another headache....

Hectic

2010-07-15T00:55:00.003+08:00

Get back to school for 2 weeks adi, now the third week...

life becomes busier. Many times got the intend to blog but always drag away by something else.

Agm, competition, project... Can dominate your space and your time.

Awww, just looking for a gap like now to relax.

By the way, recently, i found that old green day' songs are tasty.

Haha... feeling the epic in them...

Omg, i juz remember the bass line of " Stuart and the Avenue" !!!

my dreams to reach that level. Hope soon, yea, not far, i gonna meet my teacher to boost me above.

Ahaha... (Half true yet quarter hope and another quarter hyperbola. )

PS: crapping....

So, what? Let's burn out together >> COME EASE THE PAIN THAT IN MY HEART!!

THen,,,

Be THE KING OF THE DAY.

HAHA, xP

HOlidays

2010-06-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

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A Low Day

2010-03-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

Guitars... guitars... Where are u?

cant find a suitable one... AWwwww....

The sound quality suckss... weird...

Fernand, jackson... i cant afford...

see others if got chance lo....

Night, terrible also. i went out dinner with family... Mix rice. Zadao...

Then went grandmum house.. doze off there... woke by brother, the went to The Mines shopping centre...

i walked and walked... didnot buy anything... feel like exercise only.

Finally can fetch sister from her friend house... ermm, bungalow.... they were having party... ....

Saw so many nice and humongous house... oh, my dream...

Fine, i think i should just forget about it and go back sleep la....

What a low day...

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2010-03-12T21:26:00.001+08:00

I will blog tomorrow la...

After i meet the guitars... hehe.

I am crazy about it now.

cant wait for facebook-ing now... after so long time didnt check...

Relieve...

2010-03-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, i can enjoy my leisure already.

Exam is over ma... Should be was over.

Anywhere, i have to attend my activitiesss more already. Should be okay for me, i think. Just get used to it.

Whooots, cant wait to choose my new guitar tomorrow. xp

SejaRah!!

2010-03-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

AWw, you so fat already... i scare i cant read you all... Cant you just be nice to me... x[

Boring, for exam? for what? result? or self-satisfaction??

Hmm, i think i just gonna suit you in to me, my life style. I just gonna test by you with me smiling although i noe you difficult me!!

Because you test my memorise and my TIME(your exam not far and i still haven go dim you)

so it is challenging then i think i can start to like you for exam period la...

hey, sejarah, You are doing something in my law NOW!!

Come on, take me... i know you want lose...

PHOBIA * thumbs up*??

2010-03-06T21:16:00.005+08:00

i hate phobia... i hate phobia... i hate phobia...

NO phone... because cancer??

NO money because PooR??

NO freedom because exam??

NO life because one day we will die??

Ermm, okay.. i am just talking nonsense... HEHE

HOw horrible it is, phone can cause cancer and i still using it everyday... Bacteria everywhere and it is just all over the shoes we wear... other people so rich and i scare i am the poor one!!

Exam is near and some people dislike, but force to stress themselves in the very last moment...

We are still living because one day we are going to die... and people fear die, no doubts.

i also...

BUT, they are all craps... because human just think to live happily without thinking much of that. Then why should i so worry... Well, just back in mind, i am phobia-ing, yet i am still smiling at you, said i am so happy to see you again... HEHE... we should live happily also when we are in paranoid, dont we...

POSITIVE HABIT OPTIMISTIC BACK IN ACTION!!! P.H.O.B.I.A....

Now, phobia becomes PHOBIA, and hate becomes fancy... HAHA...

Ps: It is all CRAPS!!!

MY SHOES!!!

2010-02-28T22:45:00.005+08:00

My dad wore my new shoes to his special occasion... How can this be... NO way man!!

I just realised yesterday... This is not a common shoes to me... it is a present from my uncle's girlfriend!! due my 8As result in pmr...

Without my permission, or at least inform me first la... He just took like that and wore it..

Oh, Gosh....

After wore, he just left it under the stair. I wasted my night cleaning my lovely new shoes.

It is white, totally white!! it would be so obvious if any dirt stains on it...

Then, i received my explanation from mum... she told me because i wore dad's sport shoes till it spoilt.. so now he forced to wear mine... Okay... it acceptable..

BUT!! still, after have a new shoes of his own, Better stay away from my new shoes...!!

Exam is coming again...

2010-02-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Next week is exam already...

Not again... Haiyo, I haven prepare yet la...

Especially, sejarah... 2 chapters only, but so much to study.

it will be better if it is in english... No doubts.

In class, almost all students are sleeping when teacher teaches sej. Thomas said only me was the one who listening what teacher taught... I dont care much lo, Why should i??

However, teacher couldnt finish syllabus in time also... Order us to go back read ourselves...

But, till now, I haven touch the ' read ourselves one'... I believe quite a lot students in class still didnt study de lo.

Harh!! and add-math... so messy... some questions teacher didnt teach how to solve also, then, i should work out myself... That one no problem, i like to kill my cell brain either...

AND! literature... i dont know what gonna come out, and the format... teacher not even mentioned a single word, yet so much concern on summary... Essays she gave since from school started, not one paragraph she has marked... What the... I really speechless on this.

Next week i dont want to stay except TUESday... but i forced to because i need to have my lunch in school... Fate Set me up lo.

Aww... Whatever!! i gonna study whenever have time la... I mean start from next week... Dont know whether i will maintain this o not... Hope yes...

Waiting For NOTHING!!

2010-02-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday... i went to kajang to register and do a passport... Dad kept asking me to wake up early. But, i woke up at 9, so reached there 10... I shocked when i saw a long queue... so people need passport today meh, cant wait meh...

What to do... i wait lo... i took the number... it was 1222... and current number was 1056... Walao, still got hundred more turns to wait... and there are total 3 counters to pass before i finally get my passport. All of a sudden, the system there down!! the workers there said cause the computer jam... what the... i tended to go back but dad asked me to wait...

Tick tock... it almost 12 something, the system ran back again. oklo, luckily we waited... Then, dad suggested we go out eat first cause still got a long time to reach my turn... After lunch, we went back and it was 1079... there are 10 counters, but oni 2 counters were working!! walao, no wonder so slow... like snail ==

Fine, we wait... then, 2 o'clock, the number was 1111... The computer jam again, system offline adi... Wah, again, OMG... But, we still wait... hope it worked normal again ... Who knows, the system still stucked there till the place closed and it was 5... we forced to went back home. xs

i wasted my whole day waiting for NOTHING leh... What the... damn angry. government service was like that?!! even some of the seats there were also spoilt!! i really wonder where the tax that our parents have paid go to.. Only 2 counters were working... How about others, for decoration or ornaments?? System down, why?? not once but twice in a day!!

Disappointed sign... Hopeless.... And my passport never done also... ... ...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! XD

2010-02-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

Today is chinese new year!!! yahoo... i eat a lot laeh... so many things to eat, cant afford to eat them all, cuz my tummy is small... xp

Btw... it is valentines day also, Haha, so sad, i m still single now...

but, i still got my mum accompany me.. xp

... PS> wish you all a happy chinese new year and valentines day... Hehe...

i nid to sign off adi, funssssss are waiting me eagerly out there... ^^

Cny ----- ktfb

2010-02-07T13:02:00.005+08:00

Just went to studio last friday...

Action speaks more than words...
Check it out now....

jam before chinese new year...

超喜欢你 (band cover by KTFB)

春风吻上我的脸(band cover by KTFB)

Still got one... haven upload yet...
xp

ALL Sick!!

2010-02-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

last wednesday, my mum was sick... her fever still cant recover for days, finally warded... den my dad sick... sis turn, bro turn....when my mum came back, den is my turn!!!

i forced to miss friday lessons and pjk...
i missed the funs in school... Aww... luckily now all fine...

God blessed
God blessed
God blessed

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NO BACTERIAss!!!

Days¬

2010-02-07T11:42:00.004+08:00

these days i didnt manage to sign in my blog... But a lot things actually did happen...

.......

Firstly, i bought a necklace, ... Here is it...

K.T.F.B !!! it's cool.

hehe, background... yup, my bed... i took it before i slept.

ok, then i went to young enterprise interview, Whooots,,, i passed, i am one of the 30, out from around 80 ppl, i think ... but i failed to have a pose.

it doesnt matter actually... i wun be so busy after then. (Always look in the bright sides)

Then, we, ye went to the orientation at sunway uni colledge... 8.30 till 4... i missed my lessons dat day.

But, at least i learnt something... my team won the 1st prize in cheer competition. Guess wat we got from dat... A chocolate.... = =

Swt..

But a piece of pizza and a muffin for tea break, isnt it not bad... Haha, i took 2 sets. (Shhhh) i noe i am greedy, but...

When i reached school, aaron leong complaint hungry.... and so, i gave him 1 lo... See, how good am i.

No la, i juz dun wan him waste his money to buy canteen left over food, it sucks...

YE group photo taken at sunway uni colledge lecture hall>>>

We had funs!!!

KTFB ROCK ON!!

2010-01-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

Ktfb rock!!

Haha, going to jam songs before chinese new year start...

anywhere, i just wan to share 2 pic of ktfb specially designed by Ley Mun!!!

OOHHHhhsss.... Thx a lot girl... i appreciate it so much!! it is so nice and awesome!!

Keep it up the good works!!

By the way, i bought a DIY necklace wiv KTFB words... sparkling and shining under the sun and lights!! whoooots... syok.. Going to show it out oni when i manage to catch a pic of it... Hehe...

Here the pictures:

Floating on the sky, swaying at seashore.... Good creativity...

Haha, actually i m looking for more...

I CANT wait anymore

2010-01-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

juz now, i went shopping at jusco... mum said going to buy new clothes for chinese new year, but i dun like the clothes there... It is suckSSS and expensive!!! i wan to buy at sungai wang, there more fashionable... so, i walked out from the market session and wondering around... i saw a yamaha shop den i went in... Wow... saw something i like>> Guitars!!!

Guitars there so awesome, espeacially de one wiv nut lock... cant contol myself to steal it back... but i didnt la, duh... Wow, when can i own 1??

Till now, there are 3 models i prefer...

Esp ax-50

axl mayhem fireax

bc rich warlock>>>>

Can i have 1 Pls... ... so desperate...

HnG Gerko and orientation 2010

2010-01-16T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hari Gerko, we got almost ban by miss magret!! she said we not suppose to use amplifier... but before dat, mr. tee allowed us, he said the teachers would overlook... How come end up like this...
Bla bla bla, watever la... important is at last got around 300 ppl signed up for us... But came for orientation got oni 147 ppl... it is a lot, i cant deny, dewan kuliah is almost full when occupied by so many ppl... Nevetheless, this made us change to plan B... ...

Walao... my game station was totally a mess... dunnoe why other groups came to my station so early, they forced to wait... luckily zhi qi didnt let them play his station and this caused the flow back to normal again... Dunnoe why vice president said we done a good job... Haha, maybe...

Well, overall, i think this is a good starting for newcomers in year2010 in hng... they noe each other and hng better thru de games, i hope...

But, something bad actually made me infatuated... i lost my bottle .. the bottle is expensive... i found all over the places, canteen la, dewan kuliah, bilik seni and hng room, but still couldnt find. Bus left adi, but i still in school finding... then, i met hoc weng, he told me the bottle is inside a pail and the pail located at girls canteen... Zadao, i really fui, wat the.... Then i wasted my 2.5 bucks by taking public transport back to home...

Aww... tmr need go to school by 8 morning... i duwan, it is so sienzzz.... alomost 2 weeks like dat adi... Haizzz....

1st week in school of 2010 x)

2010-01-10T19:48:00.002+08:00

The 1st day in school... All seems to be so excited with their classes and their classmates they are going to be with for two years... My class... 49 of them, and almost all the teachers enter my class complained about it. students are still embarassed with each others... not talk much except for those who sit together with their group of gangs... HEhe... that's me lo...
6 members are from hng, and we know each other so well since the camp that help to bond us a lot..

some favourite teachers for me who teaching me are miss yong and madam tay... i can almost focusing on every words they say even though they are teaching me the subjects, add-math and chemistry which are totally new to me... This year, i know i am going to be busy but not for this week... But still busy lo because game planning for the orientation day would had shaken me up from rest, just not that much busy only...

Something bad has adi occurred, not to mention about what is it.. but it is very bad and i m going to stand against it... it is hard and tough, it takes you out from concentrating, it drops your image... Nevertheless, it is time for me not to bother so much because i adi have so much to concern...

Young Enterprise... i am going to join it. Learn somtheing through it and make the whole year benefit to me... Yea, golden chance, must think wise, grab tight or else it will just slip from your hands just like that. Taking extra subject, account, that forcing me to go for tui every mon... Japanese, every tues and thurs... wed meeting and interview, fri, kills my time with choir and hng prac and... who knows... anything can just pop out to you, surprise you.

WHHHuuuuuuuuooooooo.... spm exam format, standard becomes higher compare to pmr... It is totally different... All questions in subjective form... even one subject can separate to many papers. Just use to it laaa...

Yesterday, spring cleaning hng room, today, sunday, woke up early, went to school for prac... and now, i still got 1 more essay to write: What is your aspiration after you leave school?

i dunnoe how to complete it because i also dunnoe what i want to be... i just know i want to be a millionair, but how ... what occupation... i dunnoe... Who dun like money, everybody likes money except mad ppl la... Ok, better dun assume anything. Cause it sometimes offends ppl undeliberately... What now? study hard lo...

I only have 1 hour to use comp for this week, not my mum set up any unobjectional decision, just that i, myself, going to restrict myself... For my good sake...
Time running out, and it almost 1 hour adi...
Need to go now... Next week we meet again, blog...
:)

School, Here i come!!!

2010-01-03T22:00:00.004+08:00

school going to reopen... and the chance to update my blog would be lesser and lesser
As you all know, form4 is much more busier than form3, and i am going to put my afford in my form4 year...

So, just hope i wont be so far from my blog... maybe a week or two week once, i will post...

Wish you all Happy 2010 year, Good luck, All the best, and God bless in yr 2010 school life :)

Torturing!!

2010-01-03T21:43:00.002+08:00

AIYO... food poisoning...
i just came over this not long, 1 month ago... now it comes to me again...
eat what, vomit/shit wat...
my stomach is so pain, wind inside keep flowing, pushing the food either down or up...

Tmr, school will reopen, and me now so sick... Hoping for the good get to me...

2010... the 1st thing in this year that happening to me is food poisoning, i will rmb that.
Walao... need go toilet now... Ouchh!! Bye....

:S

Carroling 18-25/12/09

2010-01-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

When i just came back from camp, the other days, i went for carolling adi...

the 1st 5days, i went to Starhill Shopping centre for carol...

it started from 8p.m. but i needed to arrive in school before 5p.m.

we warmed up in choir room while waiting bus arrived...

we sang quite many chistmas songs there. Then, we departed from Starhill at 10p.m.

It was a meaningful experience... espeacially when u force to eat chicken rice for dinner everyday... HAha, the life really terrible...

This the pic taken in Starhill>>

Then, another 3days i went to church carol... This 1 rili different, we went to house by house and eat all the way... haha, till my tummy was going to explore...

25th, Christmas day... i sang songs in church for the morning... saw Qian Xi there... LOL...

Before i left, we managed to take a pic...

It was fun ^.^

HNG 2009 annual Camp xP

2010-01-02T01:59:00.005+08:00

hng annual camp(15-17/12/2009)

This time we went to penang...
i am one of the ajk so needed to reached school before 6.30 morning...
we prepared our stuffs, accesories, instruments and our luggages. Then we started to assemble all the juniours at tapak... they were having marching while waiting for bus..

Marching!!

then, ajk carried things to esso where located outside the school. So, do u think ajk is more ease than non ajk.... i dun think so...
Finally the busses came, this time we rented 2 busses, and ajk can 'have' one, to what? relax? NO!! to discuss our games... LOL...

here come the bus ....

The journey took us dunnoe how many hours adi... cuz we all so enjoy in wat our did in bus... haha, lol... Ok, skip all those things happened in bus, cuz, to tell you, it's killing my time...
Finally, we reached penang bridge, that the moment all ppl opened their eyes wide to gaze the sea view, sked they miss it then regret...
then, the mr. micheal suggestion changed our schedule lo... we went to tour 1st... we went Fort Cornwallis... mr.micheal paid the entrance fees for us... we took pic... Ooppss, forgot, we went to lunch b4 tour...

having our lunch...

Visit at Fort Cornwallis

This pic make me thinking of 21 guns... zzz

main entrance

This is our stage!!!

Nice pic.. having cool under the air-corn

Then we went to sleeping god temple, we were walking around there, amazed by the size of the sleeping god... took pic oso...

Wow!! so big size

Hehe, dun bite me...

at temple nid to be discipline.

Then we went to drink cendol, guided by mr.micheal oso, rili very nice... He is an excellent penang tour guide, i can say...

Finally, our dinner at gurney drive...
cant wait to taste the chow keow tiao there.. Yummy...

Wah, so many ppl there... haha, i bought my capo and pick there wiv a lower price than usual...

Sorry, oni 1 pic... cuz all thinking eat forget to take pic

Then, is time for us to check in...

Christmas tree at the lobby...

I check in, did watever i needed to..(bath, changed, arranged my bag, guitar, ...)
Then, we played ps2.. HAHA, Seong hseng brought ps2 there...

Tick tock..
2a.m reached, we went and barged in all juniors room asked them to blind folded their eyes and leaded them to our ajk room... For wat?! to frighten them... i dun think they would get shocked lol...

Got someone there shivering? nope...

screaming? nope...

so, are they frightening? DUNNOE...

....................................................................................................................................

Finally, all over, so so nonsense, at least our game master annouced something about something important.. like, juniors didnt lock their doors and others la.

Whoo.. finally can sleep adi, when i woke up, i oni had bread and milo for my breakfast and the bread is so hard and dry... i din eat..
i went down to lobby, wah, all marching adi... we were going to have amazing race, so we group them up... and ajk shud guided the team given. i took team 4.

Activities on the early morning(not so early actually but for me very early lo)

Marching again!

team 4 members and ajk (me and lock weng)

my team got 3rd, and the game just over like dat.
then, we went to tour again, we went to snake temple and kek lok temple

Snake temple!!

look so fake

BUT

our final destination in the tour

when we came back to apartment,
juniors were called to rest and prepare for the next games... Then, ajk had their busy times to made this made that, put and pull, move around, and scream( someone kena water) lol...

We have our games on beach. While we were setting our games, all team member were maching at the sea side... some ajk were splashing water at the juniors
Then, they played 'our' games and yell, and cheer and anything la...
ok, Bla bla bla...

Marching on the beach

facing the sea, feel the warming wing and smell the salty air...
HAHA...

(The photo which all team playing games dun exist cuz all ajk were busying, no one could take photo of it... )

After the games, all ppl went back to wash and bath....

It was time to bbq, and our night performance arranged by fook hong.. ok, then claps claps, cheer cheer cheer, ok, over... Now, the most interesting event came, the drama competition. Our ex president acted noob, haha, wat the, i think u will laugh till yr tears drop out lo... so funny..

Performance night!!

Ktf on show again!!

Yo... we miss bryan...

me performing... percussion...

Hehe, BBQ beside the swimming pool

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Yay, was prizes given time, team 4 got champion and a hamper was given to them...

then, all go supper.. we went out from the apartment, walked to a food court not near and not far, about 1km from the place we stayed... i ordered a glass of leng teh.. den we chatted ... Then we slept, i slept on sofa, no way!! cuz our ajk needed to share rooms between boys and girls..

Now, the last day, 17/12,
we had interaction period wiv harmonica students at penang de...
the event held at penang chineses association hall...
we went there, having fun wiv new friends there... fooling around...
Then, we went to lunch b4 pass on to the journey back to school.

Interaction period!!

president and vice pres were giving speech

i were hugging my bag ^^

performing 'la cump'!!

that the place held the event...( dun look at him pls... so lang ying)

the awesome loud speaker!!

Along the journey, we played truth or dare..

at around 6 something evening, we reached esso, it was raining heavily... i waited my dad, and went back home...

So, the end...
All members were so bu she de... i sure they have a very unforgetful moment that thay share and play together, joy and happiness in the camp...
For me, i also...

Hoping next year....

My 2009 December

2010-01-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

So many things happened in my december of 2009...
now only i manage to touch my blog...
i think this year holiday is a busiest holiday i ever have throughout my life.

WAH, Today is the 1st day of 2010... Happy New Year to you all, my fellow friends!!
what a life, 1 year has already passed like that. Really need to precious time leh..

Hmm, i seems to disappear in these days, haha, cause i already merched myself in my events, non-stopped, can you imagine, today i stay in your house, next day i go out travel then, when i come back, i go to camp... non-stopped...

So what?!!
okla, going to post out what i did...

fun :)

2009-12-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

i went to church today, whoooooost, fun fun...
we practiced singing there, 1 hour den i went to barber shop, haha... 2 dudes followed me oso... i cut my hair at magic bla bla bla saloon barber shop, sorry i forgot...
den we went to ming tien located at ss24 to enjoy our sweet time... to pass time there lol.
we ordered 2 glasses of fruit juice and abc...
talked craps there, then we went back...

i forced to go back by public transport, luckily got friend accompanied me,
LOL... before that, he wanted me accompany him to buy gift at pasar seni, so we went there lo.
Haha, he paid the bus fees for me...

Finally, i reached home..
Walao, tmr really ...
got hng, choir rehearsal and prefect duty somemore...
all clash... Hmm, whatever la...
Today i have fun tmr i start working
But now i m going to hook up wiv my reader,s digest.

So,
Signing offzzzz.....

Aww!!

2009-12-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

What happened to me today?!! am i mad...
Hope yes ... :(
Suli, i dun meant to talk like that, but i really dunnoe why...
i cant bear... Sorry, what u said is right, but next time pls dun did that again..
maruah is important.

btw, i learn a great lesson: not to promise to others when u not sure to something, not to think yrself very pro when u not sure u can manage to do it o not...

i Should thank u... i learn
a lesson that how to confront matter in life.

camp is coming soon, next tues... Hope it will be a unforgetful camp again.

wasting time-busy days-prepare-dying

2009-12-10T20:02:00.003+08:00

lols.. Whole day playing ps2...
didnt go to practice for carolling today..
WHY? cuz i want take mc, i want rest, seems almost everyday go to school, or anywhere la, it's sucking my energy...
ahem! excusing?!! no, i m not lol, really ma...

But, today playing whole day, i regret adi, cuz i cant take my time to rest well, Haizzzz...
starting tmr till school reopen, these days will be my busy days..
seriously, no holiday for me... Awwwww!!!
i sacrifice, hope wat pay back will be some worthy...

Next year, form 4, more stress adi, busyier adi... perparing for next year la...
Hope i wont dying ... x|

@_@

Tiring DAys...

2009-12-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

Last sat, i went to school, junior test, went and helpout lol... Then, k.t.f.（brian is busying, maybe) went to the studio outside school, for prac for the upcoming recording songs...
Walao!! so Suck( Sorry, i didnt meant to use foul language but it was what i told you) the studio there is worse, all instruments out of tunes!! de bass drum spoiled..
and the echo of the sound ... walao... and it costed 12.5 bucks, not worth it!!

Fine, juz forget about it, then i went to amcorp mall to buy picks, yeay~~ i got bass picks adi.. then is prac to get use to it...

Then i followed jin yee and kah meng to kelana jaya church for prac for carolling ..
The choir there so nice.. so funny, the conductor...
Then we went to pasar seni to have our dinner and walked around there...

Finally, i reached home at 10.30..

The Next day, Woooots!! i woke at 12 noon.. after lunch den go to ikano, the curve, ikea... to search things that can sell on gerko day

HAha, me and my assistance...
actually more like shopping, not working... cuz the things there are over our budget adi, so shopped lol.. haha
Then, i went to klcc... pc fair. so many ppl, things there very cheap compare to normal days ... DUH!!
Then, uncle fetched me to supper, reached home at 11.30, wah, so tired den straightly went to sleep...

HaRH,.. Today, went to choir prac, den went to akarkarya studio... YAY! jam la of course, so fun... bass solo, o made it... HEHE...
K.T.F.B is growing up....
it helps me alot to make me improve in my guitar technique... i Love K.T.F.B, and my partners oso...xD...
Going to jam ' BAsket Case' by Old green day... it is a happy song!!

LAst...
Here, the Bloopers video... it recorded our mistakes during recording. but in mistakes we learn to be perfect!!

Take a look at it...

Kiss The Floor Babe Bloopers!! (edited by Kyle, our lead singer) :)

xp

Nightzz :)

2009-12-05T00:49:00.001+08:00

a boring day for today, tmr need go to school early...
so going to doze off....

Bye, my little bloggie...

ZZzzzz

i love her?

2009-12-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

"better be friends"... sobs...

AAahhhrrraaaagh!!!

2009-12-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

Help!!! it's so so so boring...
fedup with everything around me adi,
and even you dun bother me also, "WHATEVER??!!!"
SEriously, i hate you!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Luckily my aunt brought me to shopping today
Lukily i m not always in home the whole day...

But, when i packed lunch for my sis, bro and for myself, it costed 17 bucks!! What the...!!
The boss think i m easily to bully argh... NAH, o0o...

LOLZZZ, thought going to jam tmr, but it changes to next monday,
yes!! i got time to buy picks and capo adi...

This sat got a junior test, i m going also... as a camera man???
haha, anyway, i m going to help my juniors rock on!! ALL DA BEST!!
i m there looking at you all, better dun shiver, if not you will get busted in my camera ... HAHA..

OUCH!! Headache...
you la, keep making me angry and disappointed. Hate you la.

Ouch!! CAnt tahan adi, need rest now, off....

the first day of 2009 December

2009-12-01T23:30:00.008+08:00

normal day, normal life, it is nothing except boring and emoing...

Playing with my guitar, singing the songs of sadness, hoping for you, dreaming of you...

Trying hard to get it over...

Emo..X|

2009-12-01T01:42:00.001+08:00

Still cant sleep..
Thinking of u again...
*Sign, what the hell am i doing now. i dun really noe myself oso..
it is hard, diff.
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Emoing...
Pls, Leave me alone.

my dreams finally come back to me

2009-11-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

Yay~ finally the record things over already which means im not need go to school tmr.
ohh, my dreams... finally u come back to me...

last week, everyday still went to school for practice...
NOW, HOLIDAY only means realistic to me, Yahooo!! i can sleep till sun gets my butt burns...

THis Friday going to jam, YO~ KTFB assemble again, n also our official camera man. haha...
SYok!! Syok, Syok!!
yay, bass giutar at studio there waiting for me eagerly, i can sense it...
wait for me!! i m coming,
studio-bassguitar...

Adam Lambert 1st AlBum!!!

2009-11-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

thx so much, jin yee... damn cool ... the album you burned for me is so so so so nice.
THx YEa xD

i appreciate it so much...
First time hearing, enjoying it, wiv my ear phone that sheong sheng gave me, waaahhh...
Syok!! feeling like inside the disco now...
i definitely like its bass... it sucks my soul out to dance... whooooo..
THx so much, high gay now...

it seems i can forget my pain for a while by listen it...
thx for the cure：P

I MAde It

2009-11-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

Phew~...
So tired, exhausted, walking around puchong, from tesco there walked till ioi mall...
luckily, i got jia zhen accompanied, if not... the 2 girls(eunice and yi yun) going with us must bullied me already.
we went there actually juz survayed and looked around some stuffs for hari gerko, who knows we got nothing back, it was like an outing, shopping... lol.
so sweet, when thinking back the bucket of yogurt that we shared together...
We juz forgot one of us is having cough. jia zhen told only realised but we ignored oso.
HAHA, damn funny, the stupid topic we were talking about. "you are not stupid but idiot"... HAHA

when we were going back to school,
i told her adi, finally i told her... feel so relieve now.
but... still there, the pain.. it made me emoing the whole day.
i knew already, i knew it will be like that, i knew i dont need to think about it,
BUT... it made more pain, Haiz, whatever it is, we still are friends.

even if she wants to, it wun happen, cuz she has him already,
but any way, i still made it, i dare told her... proud of myself, my braveness..

SiGN

2009-11-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

haizzz, feel so alone, so empty...
cant sleep now... keep thinking u

Regreting,
lost the times that we can be together, now u r his...
so far so far, left for me are only the emptyness and darknesss.

:'(

Good Lesson

2009-11-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today got hng prac, maybe becuz of holiday mood, not much seniors came...
total 10, what the! but in contrast, juniors were so many there, around 3 times of seniors, what is this mean?

"Fortunately", it was drizzling...
YAY, no need marching, who knows the sky stopped pouring out tears... :(
so what, marching lol...
kae yng suggested to have a marching competition between juniors, seniors was the commanders. we broke into groups then started to train them for dunnoe how many hours, then we competed with each others

it was sick, man...
i skipped the result part because our teacher came and i need to helpout him, not let him alone...
then whole morning, i was teaching juniors.
at first i tought it was fun, but when i finally found out, it was not fun at all.
think back jia zhen taught us, walao, it was so susah n so difficult, it was testing yr patient...

it stressed oso... i really experienced that, n it was not as syok as what i tought before..
it was a worthy lesson to me.

by thw way, i need to thank lay lian, because she didint come, oni i got chance to go through all this...
haha, lay lian, good absent today!!! xp

23-NOV-2009

2009-11-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

i went to school again.
cant avoide this kind of busy life adi...
cause it suits me already.
haha, a little different today, compared with last week in school.
i managed to sleep in school for 2 hours before practise start, haha, so nice.
but at last, over time adi, supposed to go in choir at 9am
but i went in at 9.18am... apologized lol... wat to do.
really cant tahan ma, miss my dream so much.

then, sing sing sing... getting better than last few prac lolzz.
at around 11.15, gastric pain... tahan tahan,,,,!!! (i know i can do it)

Finally, i had my lunch at 12.10pm.

then continue sing again.. at around 2, music master said okay.
WAH, surprise, cuz haven rest so long before.
all, ppl started to high gay(三八)... Muaaahhhhaaaahhhzzz.
SO so so fun... finally prac over.
wait sis, then went to shopping center, the mines by ktm.
planned to buy a new bag for my brother, unfortunately, we buy nothing...
but 2 stick of ice-cream, ZHA DAO...

reached home, bath, nap then dinner.
tv...
then comp...

then times of a day flew away like dat... haha, this is called LIFE.

cant control myself

2009-11-22T13:23:00.000+08:00

every single day, i think about u
am i crazy? i also dunnoe... but why?
the world seems to be turn around at about 360 degrees. i miss yr sound, i miss yr figure, miss yr stlye, even the smell on you.
i cant sleep... every night my pillow must soak with my tears, i cant sleep.
i think i was changed, but i dont know how i changed.
my heart is on its track keep rolling to you.
Finally, you ignore me.

everything also comes out wrong, i cant take it.
but, i m still in my duty pose, i cant move, cuz it was already fixed.
fixed to think you all day, non-stopped.
many words, much feel i have hid secretly inside my soul, waiting u to come back for me, only when the time for them to let out.
i know it wont happen...

i m juz fooling wiv myself. i knew. but i cant do anything... can i?
NO!! i was cursed.
BY YOU...

i really dun know how life will go on. dunnoe what will happen between us.
i trying hard now, also slowly, gently dying for you.
Pain here like slicing my body off, dismemberred myself, bleeding wiv white blood that flowing towards your side.

Sorry, babe, i cant control myself.

AM I WRONG??

2009-11-22T12:41:00.000+08:00

i was juz voice out what i tought...
算了，世界就是如此不公平。说多错多，说少错少，不说就不用烦。
okay, fine, i shut up.

you think u very geng very pro?! u are juz a shit!!

A Bad DAy:(

2009-11-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

choir prac today was like SHIT!!!
i really dont know what is my problem that time.
what had totally bring away the music from me, wrong notes, what the...
HOw come, i though i was right??!!
Haiz, made music master angry, really bad day...

MUSIC!

2009-11-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

Bright-Music!!

MIND IS BLANK

2009-11-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

i really dun understand u.

内疚-罪过

2009-11-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

恶念无声无息地潜入我的思想里。。
不知为何我弱小的心灵却成功地让他霸占了，屈服了，只听到微弱的哀求声、苦苦地呜咽。
邪恶的力量真大，我真的无法摆脱，无法逃出。
就这瞬间，真真的我断气了。
在悬崖之际我选择往下坠，跌入无尽头的底

也好，我自安慰着，没尽的底，我亦不用在一秒里被那甚强的压力给打在地上，
亦不用血肉混飞，惨不忍睹，不成人形。。。

我错了。。。
我辜负了你。

给了你走向黑暗的错误讯息，给了你走向我魔鬼的身旁。
请你远离我！！我这不安全因为我正离死亡不远。。。

对不起，我必须丢下你，请你原凉我无告知的离去。
小孩，别担心，我的一切还留在你身旁，
就因为我在被附身之前把我原来纯洁的心，挖出来交给了你。
就在你深爱的玩具盒里，与你一起成长、度过。
请好好培养他，让他造出新的一个我吧。。。

若我的翅膀成熟了，我们往日有缘再遇。。

SAd News :'(

2009-11-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

HAiz... it was too late when i found out de job vacancy for part time has been fulfilled.
IT WAS Too LAte!!! *sobs*
Planning to buy a bass guitar during the year end..
now, my dream is broken, my heart broken into pieces oso...

getting further n further from me...
at last out from my reach adi...

Sobs :'(

KTFB RocKs!!!

2009-11-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

Kyle,thomas,frankie(me),n brian also known as Kiss The Floor Babe.
Haha, so unexpected we can assemble together to form a great band..
Yes!! Holiday is coming.. Going to jam Holiday by Green Day..
haha, bass solo!! i like it.

K.F.T.B Roxxxxx!!!!

K.T.F.B in blurring.. haha

Yo~~~

No SmiLE??!!

LOVE MY BAnD... It AweSome!! Ktfb.

I love ChoiR!!!

2009-11-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

Feeling pass times in choir getting more n more fun...
HAHA, thx all frens in choir espeacially form2 de... like u all so much..
u all have lighted up the atmosphere in chior wiv full of crazyness, humour, joyful..
i m feeling like to emphasize the two girls whom the more sam pat(haha, no offence)
YI YUN n Eunice...
haiyo, they rili like to fooling around leh, keep bullying me.
with the camera on their hands u better run away from her, trust me, if not this wat u would be looking 4>>

"tHE UglYness oF U"

btw, Really Very VEry Very............. Happy wiv u all xD

Sienzzz

2009-11-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

WAh, wat a terrible life i m having now...
TODay, when i wake up, headache!!
in my expectation cuz i slept at 2 last night...
really cant control to keep facebooking. Oh, ggosh, how can i becoming more addicted to it.. NO NO!! But i cant...
Dun bother it la...
then the whole afternoon was facebooking oso till, at last, my cousin came, then i stopped...
i prac my guitar( not to show off) juz so coincident she wanted to use my comp.
then i took a nap...
see! the whole afternoon gone.
WAt a life when Holiday Start...

法兰基的心里时空是 ∞

三小!!

是改变?是失去?

纯真三个月后

Unconscious

No more SLACKING

Hardship When Stuck In the middle

==

DAY 2

Hakuho Scheme for a Global Children’s Japanese Language Network (3rd Japan Experience Program for Overseas Children) DAY 1

Japan!!

LATE UPDATE

HnG? Hate and Get off???

Recently...

Hectic

HOlidays

A Low Day

==

Relieve...

SejaRah!!

PHOBIA * thumbs up*??

MY SHOES!!!

Exam is coming again...

Waiting For NOTHING!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! XD

Cny ----- ktfb

ALL Sick!!

Days¬

KTFB ROCK ON!!

I CANT wait anymore

HnG Gerko and orientation 2010

1st week in school of 2010 x)

School, Here i come!!!

Torturing!!

Carroling 18-25/12/09

HNG 2009 annual Camp xP

My 2009 December

fun :)

Aww!!

wasting time-busy days-prepare-dying

Tiring DAys...

Nightzz :)

i love her?

AAahhhrrraaaagh!!!

the first day of 2009 December

Emo..X|

my dreams finally come back to me

Adam Lambert 1st AlBum!!!

I MAde It

*SiGN*

Good Lesson

23-NOV-2009

cant control myself

AM I WRONG??

A Bad DAy:(

MUSIC!

MIND IS BLANK

内疚-罪过

SAd News :'(

KTFB RocKs!!!

I love ChoiR!!!

Sienzzz

SiGN